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Perhaps the title might be a little presumptuous, since I call "narrratrice", but if I continued to design for all these years was because I always tied my characters in stories and I've designed thinking about their characters, their way of seeing and perceiving the world. Lately
are quite thoughtful about my being the narrator.
I like to tell, but I started to feel guilty, because they are no longer able to do as I wish, because I can not find enough time to devote.
When I do other things I tend not to think about it. Design, do graphics, web design, things that I like to do anyway ... so the idea of \u200b\u200bme at the moment narrator turns away without my noticing.
When, however, I start to read things that I really like (whether comic books) returns me to mind my own narrator, the same that I can not live without telling and I'm thinking "but where I ended up 'cause I dropped everything? why not spend much time with my stories and my characters? What am I doing? Were not my world?"
It seems to me to have reached a crossroads and I do not know what to do.
I know I have to work, I have to point to another in order to live and the time to write my stories is always less. Yet I still think of them, I keep thinking of my characters as if they really existed. I know their stories and I know that somewhere in their "lives" are continuing.
In my head they're still around, still no progress without pain in their lives, in their hypothetical lives .. I'm just not able their lives to put these on paper ....

"If only I could do it all themselves better physically," I often say to myself, but it's probably just an excuse ... an excuse I keep telling myself to feel less guilty for themselves that I'm doing everything possible, but now there are external factors that prevent me to do everything .... but it is a lie? "Maybe I could do it too .. maybe I could do that ... stirring in my heart that little voice that sometimes comes out more clearly and start to feel bad.
"I do not want to leave everything" and "I can not do everything" are the thoughts that constantly alternate in my head.

read Murakami's book "The'arte to run "the doubts have become increasingly insistent. Murakami tells of how he decided to become a writer at 33 years and has left the previous work (managing a bar) to dedicate himself fully to his vocation. He risked, but managed to do what he wanted .... but if you do not risk as you can tell? In fact, always depends on the priorities that everyone puts in their lives. What I really want to do? Until a few years ago I would have responded immediately: "I want write and tell my stories. "
Now? Now I do not know.
I want to write and tell my stories, but in Italy you can not live with that. When not abroad, the situation is particularly heartening.
So I came to the conclusion that I want to look for a job within the illustration, graphic and web design and I do not want to leave at the same time my passion for storytelling, directing, comics. In short, look for the right moment, the moment when I can relax for potermici more time. In the meantime I will continue to devote myself when I can.

All this to say that I want to continue the story of Keiko to the next issue of Taboo. The story of this girl who has closed his heart, who speaks no more. The story of this girl whose life will change thanks to a little girl. I would like very much. It 's a story I have in mind for several years now, from 5-6 years. I hope

that people who enjoyed "Carmina Burana" also appreciate this story, that will not disappoint. I do not know if I can maintain a good technical level (it depends very much on my arms .. if you misbehave or not), but anyway I will try to develop the best story in a realistic way to make the feelings of my characters. I hope to make it real. As soon as I finish the ILAS I will concentrate on the storyboard and I will keep you informed of developments.

Lungooo After this post I'll leave you wishing you a good evening and hoping not to have depressed! : D
ah .. and I enclose a disegnuccio Keiko and Saki colored with Copic without paying too much attention (and you can see XD) **

Ernestgirl **

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I finally managed to find "The art of running" the master's Murakami! Needless to say that Murakami could write about anything ... although this is mere observations on race and being a writer, the thoughts that surround you reveal really nice and put a look on the attitudes of athletes, writers or just people. Right now they are less than half, but the book reads quickly and is short, then finish it on account of recently finished reading A ^ ^
maybe will dedicate a post with my comments.

For further reading, I read (between yesterday and today) 3 of my (I would have said shojo, but I found that the Umino is a seinen manga °. °) favorite comics among those who are coming out at the time, namely: "Piece" No. 3, "The Song of the Stars" No. 7, and "A lion in March by" No. 1.

The number 3 of "Piece" I liked it, but less than the previous two. Not that the story was interesting Nazumi, but I found most interesting stories focusing on the Haruka and what she thought of the "others" in the first 2 volumes. In any event I look forward to the fourth volume.

"The Song of the Stars," however, I loved it! * O * The figure finally came Kanachan the open. I really like as a character, was portrayed as psychologically! Abandoned by parents because not only gave them what they wanted, just because it was not always the best at everything ... all the psychological pressure that has to suffer the dovuoto understand perfectly, because after all even I have ever felt "duty".
Obviously the pressure was less obvious, but I felt ...
still feel it! I am always afraid of not being able to do something ... Paradoxically, the more others tell me I'm good, I feel under more pressure ... hahaha ... but that does not believe in my potential, because we think .. but every now and then I relax a little and instead feel that he could not do not disappoint the other. ahh .... Natsuki Takaya always makes me think a lot. His characters are so real that it is impossible not to feel close! ;.;
But I will not talk too bored! XD

Turning to "A lion from March ... well .. what to say .. really nice cartoon! Perhaps an unusual topic for Umino, but the characterization, narrative, psychology, everything really well done! I loved the book! the characters have given me a good feeling now .. was a bit like I was with them. I recommend it absolutely! Get him! Costa € 5.90 but money well spent! : D **

Ernestgirl